I always set myself up for things like this.

I have tons of things due in school.
My grades are slipping again.
I'm behind in everything.
I'm no longer focused..

was I ever focused to begin with?

I can't remember.
I just want to get through this
and not disappoint anyone.

But that's not possible
because
I can't do anything right

I am a failure.

All I can do
is

Sleep

sleep

run

sleep

procrastinate.

Lay

lose sleep

cry

starve

sleep

wake up

repeat.


And
I'm not even good
at that.