I'd rather be sitting at home
than going out anywhere.
I'm always socially awkward.

Outcast.

In a room full of people that are
broken off into cliques/groups
all laughing
and
having a good time
while I sit,
quietly,
in a corner
of a crowded room
by myself.

People who walk by
don't even care to acknowledge my existence.

I don't exist.

At least if I'm sitting home alone,
I'm not reminded
of how lonely
I really am.